feelings

sebenarnya saya tak mahu jadi dewasa

manusia ni pelik kan?

no.not really...

batas antara kita

heart throbs 

betulkah?

yeah, i'm trapped...

love is hurt

when mouth  shuts,crying will do

tears rule..

dont give up you!

crush.

some songs make me cry without explanation

nothingness

always

i want someone to talk and holds me when i cry

expectation always higher

adulthood

judge

because im quite

smile you

say

always 15

gratefulness

Today, I watched some Mualaf videos talking about how they convert to Islam.

What makes me shy and overwhelmed by what they said is on how they struggled to search for the true God, the One who will always listen to their problems and help them during difficult times.

After they took the Syahadah, what is making me more shy is on their appreciation to the Lord, Allah who had guided them to the right path.

Me? As the already Muslim girl, did I search about my own Lord?

Did I appreciate Him and His religion and His Messenger?

Ya ALLAH, FORGIVE MY DUMBNESS TO REALIZE YOUR OWN EXISTENCE IN MY LIFE AND LACK OF GRATEFULLNESS TO APPRECIATE MY OWN LIFE.

Sorry and forgive me my Lord!

The end is always a beginning

Assalamualaikum hi everyone!

I'm back!!!
hahah.... Lol, I'm so happy today... Why??
Because today is my last day as a practical newbie in a community pharmacy in my hometown...
i know... that this sounds silly, but i will try to share some knowledge i gathered since the first day of my practical there...

Yeah, I know that this is too sudden, but I feel like to start blogging again...
This is the purpose I'm in this field... to teach others...
I get some spirit today... Before I got lazy, it's better to share something...